suicidal singer

author   myriad

location   in front a computer. (virtualworld)

age   20-35

gender   female




description   good   bad

looks
face, phisique, car, clothes, house ...
  never matter that much.   they look ugly because i don´t care about that.

society interaction
sex, love, marriage, parents, friends ...
  sometimes very close to people, met love, met sex, met friendship, met betrayal too.

sometimes far away to people. met loneliness, met silence, met extremes.
  deep down nothing ever matter...
sex is not good enough without love, and love is a big shot. hurt comes and goes and nobody seems to care.

and live without love is not really live.

the family is always the family. what is really important isn´t your blood family, is the one you build.

that´s why she became suicidal singer.

activities
job, hobby, sport, illegal ...
  game mindplays hard to undestand.
surfer extremes paranoias and some strongs fears.

yes. that´s a good one... when nothing seems to work, any gun do so.
  she have a normal life.
nothing to complain about that.

she likes to game those mindplays, but sometimes they hurt badly enough to want to quit, but there´s no way back, so she continue.

character
motivation, temperament ...
  all motivation comes down, eventually.
and, that´s a fact.
  all temperament is changeable, maybe by the wind, i don´t know.
nothing is good enough, never.
everything good turn to shit at some point,
and that´s another fact.

she have tough character, though .

future
what will this personality stereotype achieve ...
  wait for the phone to ring....................................

kill her time playing real games, create new games and change their name.
ovbviosly, change their residence and re-learn how to speak and write and think.
  ............................................................kill herself.

the operation was not succesful.
she lives, but some mental scars will hurt for the rest of her life, she will have to carry
with that monkeybigbag on their back FOREVER or do something with it.

maybe she become an artist.