suicidal singer
author		myriad
location		in front a computer. (virtualworld)
age		20-35
gender		female

description		good		bad
looks face, phisique, car, clothes, house ...		never matter that much.		they look ugly because i donīt care about that.
society interaction sex, love, marriage, parents, friends ...		sometimes very close to people, met love, met sex, met friendship, met betrayal too. sometimes far away to people. met loneliness, met silence, met extremes.		deep down nothing ever matter... sex is not good enough without love, and love is a big shot. hurt comes and goes and nobody seems to care. and live without love is not really live. the family is always the family. what is really important isnīt your blood family, is the one you build. thatīs why she became suicidal singer.
activities job, hobby, sport, illegal ...		game mindplays hard to undestand. surfer extremes paranoias and some strongs fears. yes. thatīs a good one... when nothing seems to work, any gun do so.		she have a normal life. nothing to complain about that. she likes to game those mindplays, but sometimes they hurt badly enough to want to quit, but thereīs no way back, so she continue.
character motivation, temperament ...		all motivation comes down, eventually. and, thatīs a fact.		all temperament is changeable, maybe by the wind, i donīt know. nothing is good enough, never. everything good turn to shit at some point, and thatīs another fact. she have tough character, though .
future what will this personality stereotype achieve ...		wait for the phone to ring.................................... kill her time playing real games, create new games and change their name. ovbviosly, change their residence and re-learn how to speak and write and think.		............................................................kill herself. the operation was not succesful. she lives, but some mental scars will hurt for the rest of her life, she will have to carry with that monkeybigbag on their back FOREVER or do something with it. maybe she become an artist.